When sore, I gather myself together into my lair until I feel fully recover. I'm moving again, diving into work, trying to find some friends, looking for spiritual and physical stability... to have a life.
Recently I lost, once again, something very precious, that unfortunately wasn´t being healthy anymore. For many and many days I tried to show how much it was important for me... vainly.
Its hard to see that, when a vase is broken, doesn't matter how much you try to fix it, it keeps having cracks. And these cracks lets the water leak... So, if its really necessary to keep the water, the only way is throwing the vase away.
This is about resolving yourself ,taking decisions, keeping them. We can´t live doing it wrong to ourselves and others, it's just not fair. And if there is someone who, for any reason, can´t decide itself. Its our responsibility to help or leave.
I'll miss many things - for real. But I really need to go on now.
